Augusten Burroughs' disturbing
memoir Running with Scissors has already received a great deal of
praise, and it certainly is a gripping read. Burroughs tells the story of his
utterly dysfunctional family; his parents constantly argued, until they
divorced and he was left with his mother. She thought of herself as a great
poet, and her main problem was that publishers did not recognize her genius.
She could not be burdened by having to look after her son, and so she was very
happy when her psychiatrist Dr. Finch offered to let Augusten spend time with
his family. But Augusten, even at the age of 12, should have been able to tell
that this move did not bode well when during a session with his mother and
himself, the doctor explained that he has his own needs and between patients,
or sometimes even during sessions, he will retreat to the back room from his
office, which he referred to as "the Masturbatorium." Eventually Augusten
moves in with the Finches and becomes close with the rest of the family.
However, even there, he is not safe. He knows he is gay, and he is eager to
meet someone else who is also gay, so he is pleased to be introduced to Neil, a
man considerably older than himself. Augusten becomes very confused though
when Neil rapes him and they then develop a long-term relationship. With help
from Dr. Finch, Augusten manages to drop out of school altogether, and leads a
dissolute life of hanging around, popping pills provided by the doctor, and
occasionally encountering his mother as she goes from one crisis to another.
Through it all, Augusten keeps on writing, and it is not at all surprising that
he ended up moving to New York City and becoming a writer. Running with
Scissors is a real page-turner, and I would recommend it highly. However,
it may leave the reader with an unsettling feeling of uncertainty about its
truth. Some of the episodes are so bizarre and the Finch family runs so wild
that there are points when one wonders whether Burroughs became carried away by
the thrill of telling a great yarn. If it is all true, then it is a miracle
that he didn't end up in an institution himself.
© 2004 Christian
Perring. All rights reserved.
Perring, Ph.D., is Academic Chair of the Arts & Humanities Division
and Chair of the Philosophy Department at Dowling College, Long Island. He is also editor of Metapsychology Online Review.
His main research is on philosophical issues in medicine, psychiatry and